PPS I also fucked up your gift :/

I thought I’d be happier on my anniversary

How do you tell someone in an anniversary card everything that I’m thinking and feeling? How am I supposed to say you hurt my feelings but I still love you with all my heart? I can’t hurt so much if I didn’t really love you. How can I say I’m mad that you’re not even going to be in town for the first anniversary I’ve ever had with someone because you’re going to a wedding that I wasn’t even invited to? That you never even acted like you wanted me there?

How can I say all of that but PS it’s ok because I should have said something sooner and it’s all gonna be ok because I know we still love each other?